Behavioural Optometrist – First Session

I took the plunge yesterday and went to my first behavioural optometry session. It was painfully expensive ….. I feel ridiculously cheated by the system. Not only am I paying EUR700 for health insurance in Germany which is no use to me, I am also paying into the NHS system. Both of which refuse to… Continue reading Behavioural Optometrist – First Session

Day 1 – A little bit of walking

Today is a much better day than yesterday. I am no longer sat in the house sobbing uncontrollable and venting my frustration on the internet which has to be a good thing. Being as walking (and indeed any physical activity that I can manage to make myself do) makes me feel better with the balance,… Continue reading Day 1 – A little bit of walking

Let’s talk about frustration

I have reached peak frustration. And it is because I feel like everything is my fault. And it is my problem alone to fix. This is obviously from 3 years of compounded no-one-helping-me. I am alone. So I must fix it on my own. And when I cannot fix it on my own. Then that… Continue reading Let’s talk about frustration

The first post …

Welcome to Nadine’s dizzy blog ….. I’ve started this blog because I am frustrated. Beyond frustrated. I’ve reached a point where I simply don’t know what to do anymore. So let’s back up. October 2013. I’m doing pretty well with life. I’ve got a great job that I love working in design. I’ve finally finished… Continue reading The first post …